Here's wishing things were different......

We met and you said you wanted to be with me, so I allowed you into my world. Was this a mistake? Should I have waited to get to know you better? Every part of my being wants to be with you but your lack of trust is telling my mind to let you go and face the world alone. Sure we may have had some wonderful moments but at some point in time it has to come to end, so I might as well be the bigger person and do what you can not and move forward without you. I will hold no animosity and I promise to speak with you should we ever encounter each other in the streets.

I wish you the best with your endeavors and know that I harbor no hard feelings, without you I would not have made it this far. Thanks for allowing me the opportunity to meet your acquaintance.

Real Talk.....

Last night I wrapped up my evening with a very special person who stated they were thinkig about me today and did not want to close their eyes without speaking to me..

You say you want me to back up off you with my negativity than explain why you won't let me go? Today, I made attempts to talk you but I don't think you are that person for me. I think we have gone as far as we can as I don't believe we can get over this barrier. Your childish and immature and I will never look at you the same.

I'm ready to love again and you have taking me to be a joke for far too long. I'm about to find someone who is worthy of time and energy. I can't do this crap with you anymore. Good luck with your bullshit....