online dating

This online dating crap has taking on new levels of real assholes, have you ever received a message from someone who might intrigue with there message with words like this:

Wow, incredible profile & you are beautiful actually. I saw your profile and it caused and unusual impact, I am interested in you. You have such a beautiful profile. Have you found your lover? If you are still searching, I had to come back three times to see you. I find your intelligence and beauty very exciting. Your profile drew me in and captivated me. Mine seems so barren compared to yours. I'm looking for someone who wants to take the time to get to know me.

I am ready willing and able to venture forth on a journey that will leave the past behind while preserving the best memories and forgiving the ones that were hurtful and usually unintentional. I live life one day, one hour, one moment at a time. I want and need the healing power of love physically emotionally and spiritually. I live as if time were on fire and I believe that every day of the right relationship should be treated like the first day of our honeymoon.

I want to share what I have with one special person who will appreciate that I have a deep capacity to love that needs to be filled and fulfilled. We can't keep it unless we give it away. I am writing these thoughts as they flow into my head and my sense is that they are coming directly from my heart. I'm feeling very peaceful now and this seems like the appropriate place to stop.

If for some reason we happen not to be right for each other, I wish you the best in your search. I wish you continued passion and an exciting lover to keep your fires burning. I appreciate and admire your intensity. I hope to hear from you soon. But then they ask do you have yahoo messenger, and you seem intrigued enough to respond by providing them with another avenue to reach you and when you log on the person is wearing no clothes yuck… Whose idea was to vreate this online dating non-sense....

Patience.....

I have tried to be that patient person, not sure why I should have patience when you acted like it was a big deal just to walk me through something on the computer. Do you remember how you ask me took for something and when I would state that it is not there, but you believed I was not understanding your words so you ask me to read the list of icons and when I read them to you, you state isn't that what I said in your rudest voice ever,no it isn't. The sad part about it is that you are ver patient when you speak to any woman. I never understood why I was treated so unfair.

Time to reflect....

Now that I am alone and have the ample time to allow my anger to subside and had time to reflect on my actions in the past, I have come to realize that I have to apologize to those that read my comments on Facebook and have had to ask God repeatedly to forgive me. I can not believe that I have allowed him to take me out of my comfort zone. As I have sat these last couple of days and pondered about how badly I handled our situation. I think about my actions and most of the time I feel bad, I used the word most because I also remember the words you used to hurt me.

I know that from this experience has taught me that no one person should take me out of my element. All I wanted you to know was how I was feeling. I kept trying to talk to you but you would not listen. When those tears fell from my eyes they were not fake they arrived out of the pain I had inside of me. I wanted you to know that I was hurting and it was your job to make my pain go away. I know what I am about to say next is very silly but there were many times when I kept thinking about us and what you meant to me. I would think about these things and I realized they go hand in hand. Our relationship was supposed to be my future, it was what I wanted. I wanted to grow old with you. I wanted to experience crazy love forever and ever. I wanted us to walk through new houses picking the one that would be just right for us. I wanted you to see me walk around our house in a beautiful dress and catch you staring at how gorgeous I am. I wanted to pull the covers off you at night and then have you get closer, to keep us warm. I wanted to see you laugh like crazy at me when I did stupid stuff. I wanted to sit on the beach with you and watch the sun set, and I wanted all the people who passed us to envy the love that we obviously have for each other.

I wanted to sit and talk to you for hours about nothing at all but in the same time everything or maybe we won't talk at all and just grin at each other realizing how lucky we are. I wanted to take trips with you to places we've never been and experience them together. I want us to go skinny-dipping in a hotel pool and get caught and streak back to our hotel room waking everyone up because we're laughing so hard. I wanted our friends to come over and get totally jealous because they didn't share a love like we could have. I wanted us to run outside in the rain and act like total kids getting completely soaked, and when we came back in stripping down to nothing as we stumble into the bedroom, or the kitchen counter, or the balcony, or the couch, or an office desk, or the shower, which ever one we felt like at the time.

I wanted to take your breath away every time I said, "I love you" because you know it's coming from the heart. I wanted to sit down with a box of strawberries, a bottle of chocolate syrup, and a thing of mint chocolate ice cream...... well, I'll let your imagination finish that one. I wanted to love you and be with you for at least forever if not a little longer. I couldn't really express in words what I'm feeling right now so I decided to share with you SOME of the images and thoughts that have been running through my head. I just wanted you to know that I had never found someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with until I met you. Was I really crazy about you, or fascinated with being love and wanting someone to love me back.

Whatelse is left....

We have gone our seperate ways and all we had was the internet. What you did was get yourself blocked from my world. Eventually you will find yourself unable to send me emails. I tried to tell you numerous times that I never ment to hurt you all I wanted to do was put as much space between us, so that you are granted what you had been asking me and others for, for months. You wnated me gone so I left.

You tried to post comments about me on your Facebook account and tried desperately to make me believe that you were only hurting and that those words were not your true feelings.. But the sad part is you had called me those words many times in the past so it was really hard to make one understand that you felt any different.

I wanted to embrace you this week and I almost brought you a meal but the true kept sending me emails and comments that I had as much hatred in the deliverance that I knew I would be dealing with that same mean-spirited person as I had been dealing with while living with you.

I am sorry and I wish you nothing but the best. I know you are attempting to find someone if you have not and I hope all works out for you. You don't deserve this and happiness will soon be upon yu that I will only be a matter of fact.

Take care and stay focused....

The internet....

Why is that Match.com can find you a husband but on the websites designed for persons of color such as Blackplanet the majority of the men are dogs, who want to see tits and ass. Why is it a breeding ground for sexual predators/offenders and whores. Why not call it what it is? I am so sick of this internet crap, what happened to encountering people with true intentions

a cheating man is a lying man.....

We met and fell in love everyone said we shouldn't get married but we did. What a relationship. He wanted control and power and she wanted love and affection. He was n't the man to give her the love and affection she so desired and she wasn't the woman to allow him the power and control that he needed to stroke his ego. His pride and arrogance is what kept him from loving her, ut it was her personalities that kept her grounded. He tried unsuccessfully to break her spirit and isolate her from the world.

Three years and alot of turmoil later she gained the strength she need to leave his but before leaving him, he had the audacity to have another bitch call her home. Yes the two of them discussed the love they had for each other and it cut her deeply, if ther was any chance of taking another stabbed at their marriage it was completely dissolved after that telephone call. She never ment to cause him any pain or heartache and she damn sure didn't expect him to be the janitor that he claims he by cleaning up the mess that she left behind, but truth be told he made his bed and now he has to lie in it. It is a kingsize bed so he has a lot he needs to work through....

I thought we were half sisters.....

why is that family is the first one to talk shit about you and then call you a hater? I would be the one who is in the wrong if I put the bitches business out there in the same manner that she has done with me. We are supposed to be sisters but for some reason you keep thinking I am an enemy and that I have time to interject my cares into your daily life by calling you. I am sorry what would be the purpose of my call we have nothing in common and the fact that you keep running your mouth about shit you have know clue about is enough for me to leave your ass alone.

I can't wait for this dude to hurt you in the same manner that your previous boyfriend did, he is no different accept his name and emplyment status that is all. He is a womanizer and you are the last person to see this fool for what he is because you need a man to validate you. You are a weak individual and he sees that and is taking advantage of you. If you think I am bullshitting check his computer cookies and view the sites he has been on. Sure babe you might be with him in New Orleans but when he gets back to Boston it will be you, him and HERS..... Drink to that.....You let him start this bullshit now I am going to finish it......