Vegas is beautiful....

but it is not a place for a woman who seeks to divorce her husband. There are so many road blocks that have been put in place for women who seek a divorce. The free legal aid attorneys only practice limited family law/divorce proceedings, it's either you practice or you don't.

When abuse is involved whether physical or emotional the landlords do not care so long as their rent is paid. So if one wants to break a lease in order to save themself or remove themself from the situation all they can do is suggest that you leave and hope that the other party continues with the rental obligation, if they do not you are still responsible for the rent. So not only is one left trying to establish themself in a life but now they have to worry about their credit, you think since everything revolves around your credit one would want to ensure that their credit score is not impacted by non-sense, the question then becomes stay or go.

Why did I choose Vegas again?

weekend bliss.....

What a way to spend the weekend watching cartoons, eating oodles of noodles, making a homemade pound cake, having spam and eggs for breakfast about to make my first frappuchino the ultimate, but I'm not a coffee drinker but I seem to desperately want one, why?

I am looking for a...

I am looking for a job, a new outlook on life, for some positivity and my blessings.

Reality.......

So I am back from my extended birthday celebration....at home watching the tube and I stumble upon Kourtney & Khloe take Miami. I like them but can I start by asking how, when, where & why does society believe we as consumers have the need to be so heavily involved in the lives of a celebrity. Hell I believe I am a celebrity in my own right, can I get a show? I have done the stupid shit that they are grossly over paid for, hell when I was 20 I used Nair hair removal on parts unknown let's just say I will never use Nair again.

My question is why am I paying for a television subscription (DishTv) only to be subjected to REALITY BULLSHIT. Is it me or is the desert heat really starting to effect the choices I make?

A birthday celebration in Las Vegas.....

I took the week off to celebrate my birthday on the Vegas strip. I started out at a bikini bullriding contest no I wa not a participant, I had dinner at Red Lobster (my favorite is those damn cheddar biscuits)I had the lobster and shrimp meal (I am still convinced that Lobsters are just roaches I think I am done eating them, I had the best rocky road ice cream ever (Ghiradelli ice cream is way better than the other guys and a lot cheaper too, I had some yummy mango mai tai drinks what the hell is in those mai tai, talk about delicious.

I took in a couple of shows, the comedian was Kevin Burke not bad, the Rat Pack, these entertainers looked nothing like the originals, but they were entertaining, had a massage, I also had some deep fried oreos and twinkies (not good for the heart) did some gambling won some/lost some, great food, plenty of music and will end the festivities with a magic show.

I wish I could post pictures of my celebration because only in Vegas does one get to witness the owner of Virgin airlines jetski around the Bellagio, see Michael Jackson and Rick James roam the streets together, how about those Kiss impersonators and those funky boots they are wearing.

To sum up my birthday celebration I had a wonderful time in Vegas.

Reality TV Kendra.....

Kendra known as Hef's former girlfriend. Why does she have a tv series again? I watched a couple of her episodes again because nothing was on the 400 channels I have but repeats and more reality tv shows than cartoons.

So I am watching Kendra and she is so uneducated that it is not even funny. At first I thought it was just me but I was so wrong. How did she end up with Hank?

I guess what they say about blonds is true, because she is not only blond but she is a stupid young girl with money and is allowed to consume our tv airtime why?

Everyday....

Everyday I sit hope that today is the day that we go our seperate ways. I hope that I am able to laugh just because my heart is filled with happiness instead the sadness that has consumed me. I hope that I am lucky enough to encounter my knight in shining armor. I hope that I am able to complete the necessary changes in my book so that I am able to get published.

Everyday I sit in wonder why is it that I am not as strong as the woman next me. I sit and wonder what it would be like to be free of you. I sit and wonder what is going on in Boston. I sit and wonder why am I here. I sit and wonder what God has planned for me next.

I say to my God thank you for blessing me, by keeping me safe, warm and happy. But today I can not thank him for keeping me happy because I am miserable beyond belief.

So all that I ask is for everyday to have the strength to go on.