Paris Hilton?????

What is wrong with this scenario Nevada police pulled over Paris Hilton while she was driving and smoking weed and the cocaine fell out of her purse after the arrest but she only faces probation, mind you she has already served jail time, but my ass was fined $1587 for driving with out of state plates?

Am I required to answer my phone for real????

I am not sure why you are up this early calling my phone with your continued bull crap. If I did not know any better I would assume that you are stalking me and have nothing better to do but cause me STRESS. I do believe you are dangling on the retarded side if you wholeheartedly believe that I am by some special law required to answer my phone. I think that you should contact the local authorities and file an official complaint because from this day forward I will never answer that damn phone as long as I see your number or a number I do not recognize, believe it but just know there are penalties for making a mockery of the law....

Here is some food for thought if you really believe that I am teaching my son to have disrespect because he also chooses not to take your call then please contact the Division of Child and Family Services and let them know that my child is in danger of poor parenting skills they can be reached at 702 399-0081.

You need to get over yourself and this quest to make me as miserable as you. Last week you were talking about God like you have a special connections with him but for some reason I do not see but wish you the very best in locating or establishing a relationship with him. Please seek God because you are in need of desperate help.....

Why.....

You constantly text me stating that you want our marriage to work but yet you continue to talk about me on FaceBook "The children are another story within their self. 4 children by 4 different men, which is not really the issue until you look at the men that she loved so much to bare their child, and that's where it gets real tricky. I must first say to P...ete who is her youngest son Pedro's father. I commend you for never losing focus on the most important thing in life, and that's your son Pedro. You are a great father, and I too am a great husband when it comes to Melva even though I did inherit your past problems with my wife. She never had the chance for you two to really close the chapter on you all relationship, because the minute I came along she look at me like I was going to cheat on her like she claimed you did in the past. She also had a real problem with me wanting to have communication with all 4 of her childrens father, which did not make any sense seeing as how I was supposed to be the man that was soon to be her husband. Before you get married to me you are suppose to establish an open line of communication with the child father or mother because that is the right road to go when there are children involved. Children are suppose to see family united and not divided." author Deejay O.C. on or about August 24... I am not real sure how you expect me to believe that you want this marriage to work when you continue to trash me because I won't return to the drama filled world as I know it with you, your lies, your adult friend finder ways, the sex offender status oh yeah and the drunken Juanita that you bought into this relationship. You can depict me as any person you so choose, but to make yourself to be the victim is really getting tiresome. I know your words on FB are your true feelings and not that bullshit you keep texting about loving me and wanting to seek spiritual counsel for someone who wants to put God in their relationship should know first and foremost that attacking me a social network is not any way to mend any relationship.. Take the advice of Mrs. Mitchell and know that you are worth more than this bad person you have made me out to be and please move on. The man in the picture would never disrespect me in the manner that you have in fact should you contact him you will see what type of person is truly is thus the reason he and I are able to remain FRIENDS.

My inner strength...

The problem I had while being with you was not allowing myself to continue to shine. I have always known that I am a strong woman who knows how to be happy, laugh and contribute to others happiness. But while I was in this relationship with you I felt like I was losing it. There was this sadness inside of me. I didn’t have enough energy to smile or react to others, I was just too passive and that passivity was killing me.

For the first time since I left you five weeks ago, I feel like I have actually made decisions that are good for me. It took me a few weeks to find the strength and courage, but once I made that leap, I knew I could never go back. Now, looking back, finding my strength helped me to find balance in my life, and helped everyone else around me. I am strong, at last, because I am almost rid of you.

online dating

This online dating crap has taking on new levels of real assholes, have you ever received a message from someone who might intrigue with there message with words like this:

Wow, incredible profile & you are beautiful actually. I saw your profile and it caused and unusual impact, I am interested in you. You have such a beautiful profile. Have you found your lover? If you are still searching, I had to come back three times to see you. I find your intelligence and beauty very exciting. Your profile drew me in and captivated me. Mine seems so barren compared to yours. I'm looking for someone who wants to take the time to get to know me.

I am ready willing and able to venture forth on a journey that will leave the past behind while preserving the best memories and forgiving the ones that were hurtful and usually unintentional. I live life one day, one hour, one moment at a time. I want and need the healing power of love physically emotionally and spiritually. I live as if time were on fire and I believe that every day of the right relationship should be treated like the first day of our honeymoon.

I want to share what I have with one special person who will appreciate that I have a deep capacity to love that needs to be filled and fulfilled. We can't keep it unless we give it away. I am writing these thoughts as they flow into my head and my sense is that they are coming directly from my heart. I'm feeling very peaceful now and this seems like the appropriate place to stop.

If for some reason we happen not to be right for each other, I wish you the best in your search. I wish you continued passion and an exciting lover to keep your fires burning. I appreciate and admire your intensity. I hope to hear from you soon. But then they ask do you have yahoo messenger, and you seem intrigued enough to respond by providing them with another avenue to reach you and when you log on the person is wearing no clothes yuck… Whose idea was to vreate this online dating non-sense....

Patience.....

I have tried to be that patient person, not sure why I should have patience when you acted like it was a big deal just to walk me through something on the computer. Do you remember how you ask me took for something and when I would state that it is not there, but you believed I was not understanding your words so you ask me to read the list of icons and when I read them to you, you state isn't that what I said in your rudest voice ever,no it isn't. The sad part about it is that you are ver patient when you speak to any woman. I never understood why I was treated so unfair.

Time to reflect....

Now that I am alone and have the ample time to allow my anger to subside and had time to reflect on my actions in the past, I have come to realize that I have to apologize to those that read my comments on Facebook and have had to ask God repeatedly to forgive me. I can not believe that I have allowed him to take me out of my comfort zone. As I have sat these last couple of days and pondered about how badly I handled our situation. I think about my actions and most of the time I feel bad, I used the word most because I also remember the words you used to hurt me.

I know that from this experience has taught me that no one person should take me out of my element. All I wanted you to know was how I was feeling. I kept trying to talk to you but you would not listen. When those tears fell from my eyes they were not fake they arrived out of the pain I had inside of me. I wanted you to know that I was hurting and it was your job to make my pain go away. I know what I am about to say next is very silly but there were many times when I kept thinking about us and what you meant to me. I would think about these things and I realized they go hand in hand. Our relationship was supposed to be my future, it was what I wanted. I wanted to grow old with you. I wanted to experience crazy love forever and ever. I wanted us to walk through new houses picking the one that would be just right for us. I wanted you to see me walk around our house in a beautiful dress and catch you staring at how gorgeous I am. I wanted to pull the covers off you at night and then have you get closer, to keep us warm. I wanted to see you laugh like crazy at me when I did stupid stuff. I wanted to sit on the beach with you and watch the sun set, and I wanted all the people who passed us to envy the love that we obviously have for each other.

I wanted to sit and talk to you for hours about nothing at all but in the same time everything or maybe we won't talk at all and just grin at each other realizing how lucky we are. I wanted to take trips with you to places we've never been and experience them together. I want us to go skinny-dipping in a hotel pool and get caught and streak back to our hotel room waking everyone up because we're laughing so hard. I wanted our friends to come over and get totally jealous because they didn't share a love like we could have. I wanted us to run outside in the rain and act like total kids getting completely soaked, and when we came back in stripping down to nothing as we stumble into the bedroom, or the kitchen counter, or the balcony, or the couch, or an office desk, or the shower, which ever one we felt like at the time.

I wanted to take your breath away every time I said, "I love you" because you know it's coming from the heart. I wanted to sit down with a box of strawberries, a bottle of chocolate syrup, and a thing of mint chocolate ice cream...... well, I'll let your imagination finish that one. I wanted to love you and be with you for at least forever if not a little longer. I couldn't really express in words what I'm feeling right now so I decided to share with you SOME of the images and thoughts that have been running through my head. I just wanted you to know that I had never found someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with until I met you. Was I really crazy about you, or fascinated with being love and wanting someone to love me back.